She had it all, sexy curves, long blond hair and a gorgeous figure. Many women would be envious of her exquisite beauty and she was in great demand as a model.
But beneath those flawless exterior , lives another person . She felt she was a man trapped in a girl's body.
The urge to be her real self and who she was manifested and she surrendered to those callings.
She went to a gender expert and was confirmed a transsexual or a transgendered.
She got weary of fighting against those waves of emotional, psychological and mental onslaughts in her mind and body and succumbed to it.
Her resistance finally crumbled and she finally showed her true colours of her sexuality.
The 31 year's old decided to take the plunge and at last found the peace and transquility in her heart.
It was the only right decision which made her felt like a complete person.
Now she can be who he is .There will be no more hypocrisy and pretensions of who she is. Thus began his life as a man in the new world.
As the reconstruction of the social engineering of her body from a female to a male, her outlook began to change. He began to like men more than women.
She had to remove her 32C boobs and self inject the male hormones , testosterone for all her life .She underwent the sex change operations ,a phalloplasty and had a hysterectomy.
From a very beautiful girl into a handsome man but her eyebrows are feminine looking instead of masculine.Perhaps, old habits die hard.
Sometimes,the transsexuals maybe confused and can alternate between being a male and female when certain occasion arises.
Some of them may become straight again some where down the road and chose to revert back to their original sex.
Whatever they are, they will have no regrets and will live life to the fullest.
Reference and thanks to :-
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/woman/real_life/article2440594.ece
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John ( not his real name )was a normal Chinese man and there was no outward signs that he was a transsexual . He did not entertain any thoughts about being a transsexual and he did not know much about this group of people .
His first experience with a transsexual was when he was in the 20's , he followed his friend to the old Gurney Drive or the Explanade in Penang, Malaysia.
There he saw a vivacious and very sexy young woman all attired in a white alluring dress with a low cut neckline and exposing her generous buxom. He did not suspect that she was a man until his friend told him the truth. She was very beautiful but she had a very coarse voice. It was probably the side effects of those hormones.
He married his sweetheart after a short whirlwind romance and had two children but sadly his marriage did not last. After eight years ,his wife left him and he became a single parent for his two young kids.
He took care of his kids and became their father and mother. It was during this time , that his feminine side became more pronounced and he took the plunge and changed into a female. Thus his adventure into the female world began.
What finally made him change was due to several factors which he could not pin point. He just had to dress like a female or he would go bonkers and he did not have the inner peace.He was troubled for a long time till he succumbed to his inner calling.
He took the contraceptive pills daily which contains those female hormones, estrogen and progesterone and slowly he developed breast tissues and the female characteristics. His face became more girlish and his skins became softer and smoother.
He was in appearance, a middle age good looking woman and she fooled many .Even the women too did not sense that she was a man among them.
When he made the switch it was not without problems from his sister or mom. There were objections from them but slowly they came around to accept her, as they were not able to convinced her to switch back.It was her life and she did not want others to dictate who she wanted to be.
She lived in a small suburban town and there were no other Chinese tranny's ,only some Malays who only became a closet tranny at home because for the Malays, it is an offense and they can be caught and charged or be jailed.
She did not face any persecutions from either the police or the religious authorities. She is a Christian but have stopped attending any church because of her conditions.She has never tried attending any church because she perceived that she will not be welcome or fear that she will be asked to repent and turn back from her ways.
She enjoyed herself being a new woman and acted as natural as one.Her female friends accepted her and treated her as their own kind.
Her male friends treated her the same so she did not missed out on them.Off course ,there were some who were judgmental .It did not bother her at all.She was quite philosophical about it.
She was lucky she is not a Malay/Muslim as their religion does not allow them to wear woman's clothes.It is against their religion according to those in power. They can be fined or jailed or both.Hard cases are send for rehabilitations and
to be brainwashed like the Revati case..
In Malaysia , unless you are certified by a doctor tat you have both sex organs from birth and decided to become a woman ,only then you can have your ID changed from male to female.
This law only came out recently.Before this, there was no avenue at all.Compared to other more liberal and modern Islamic countries like Iran and Egypt ,where they allowed the sex change operations legally.
Tranny's have problems finding jobs due to their nature..They either suppressed their female feelings while at work but act out secretly in their homes from unseen eyes .
Most of them are either self employed or sell their sex services which give this group the bad name.
When people think of tranny's , they have that stereotype thinking that most of them are sex workers. To them , this world is only either male or female . They do not understand and are ignorant about this group of people.
It is not easy to be a tranny,it takes a lot of guts and money. You need to face the world and spend a lot on those girlish things which are not cheap,a completely overhauled wardrobe, those bra's ,cosmetics,beauty treatments,shoes, accessories and those can cause a bomb!
Are tranny's born the way they are or circumstances forced them to surfaced to be one?
"I just felt that I have to be a woman and I would not care or be damned what the world thinks about me.I need to live to my true self ."
Would any ordinary men be able to be a tranny ? If they are not one, they can never be one.It would take one who is born a woman in a man's body to walk this gauntlet.
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They dress like women and act like them but they are males and some have undergone the sexual reorientation's while the majority still retains their sexual organs.
They are not made but are born into that state, for no ordinary men would want to be like them .In some society , they are sometimes treated as an outcast or an aberrations .
They will be called derogatory names ,discriminated against , scorned and ridiculed . Such is the life of a transsexual who wants to come out of his closet.
The braves ones will not be bothered by the taunts and humiliations heaped upon them by their society as they are happier being a transsexual . They face bureaucratic red tapes to change their sex on their identification cards and this can cause them problems when applying for jobs. The lucky few will get to be employed while others will be self employed and the rest will have to ply their trades or walk the streets to support themselves.
I have observed that a majority of the men who came out of their closets are in the 40's and they started living to their true inner self.The urge to become a female becomes too overbearing and they could not hide it any longer.They find their inner peace at last.
It has been a long drawn out battle to fight and suppress those urges or female feelings .It was like having a man and a woman fighting inside their body to take control of the driver's seat.
Initially , they may face some resistance from their parents or sibilings but in time , they will come to accept the situations and life becomes normal again.If they looked beautiful or feminine, no one will know that she is a man except those who are his friends or those with a keen eye and can differentiate them from the real females.
In some cases , they are even more beautiful and sexier than the ordinary females. The Adam's apple , the broad shoulders and the maleness in the voice may betray their sex. .
The transsexuals have a chance to live as a man and as a woman and if they gets tired of being a female , they could always revert back to their original forms.
It is very funny that when they become a female after taking those hormones, they will behave and act like a female .They will buy lots of shoes,apparels,cosmetics, accessories and handbags . When they were a man , they would criticize their WAGS about wasting so much money on those items.
This is probably due to those hormones and it's side effects. LOL! You do not understand a woman because it is her hormones which controls her. Just like a man is controlled by his testosterone hormones.
Those hormones are what is driving them to act in that way. There can be no logical or scientific reasons why women thinks of shopping every minute while the men think of sex.
In Malaysia, which is an Islamic country , sex change operations is not recognized by the authorities and the only condition permissible is a person who is born a hermaphrodite , having both the sexual organs of the male and female. In other Islamic countries , the sex change operations is allowed.
For to dress outside would court troubles with the law. They could be fined , jailed or both or send to be indoctrinated and brain washed until you repent and become straight like them.
While a Christian transsexuals may not attend any church as most churches will not accept them . Try going to one and you will will either have to dress like a man or they will tell you off as you will poison the minds of those youngsters.You are a very bad influence . Just like the gays, you are not welcome to those mainstream churches unless they do not know you are one.
Suggested readings :-
http://themustardseed.wordpress.com/2008/10/26/even-if-you-cry-nothing-will-change/
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